Saturday, March 26, 2005

touched by the lyrics of these songs...

i'm doing my paper right now.. and damn, it's not an easy paper to write! from the macroenvironment, down to vision mission objectives of the company.. threats, opportunities, weakenesses, strengths.. value chain! competitive advantages, strategies, 7S, 8Sit!! damn! not to mention those marketing, financial, operational, HR, and information management! langya.. wala pa ako ganu natatapos! shet... yes, i'm a crammer.. so i know i can do these din, eventually..

i'm singing, at the same time, typing.. hehehe.. so that my mind will not go stagnant, not moving.. i hate that... i'm in a mood to write... but not really like write my term paper's contents.. hahahaha!

among the songs playing in my winamp.. this caught my mind...


Do What You Have To Do

by Sarah Mclachlan

What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has lead you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...
and I have the sense to recognize that
I don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how
to let you go
I don't know how
to let you go
a glowing ember
burning hot
burning slow
deep within I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
and I have sense to recognize but
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go

ok ba? applicable to me... i don't know how to let go, that's why i'm doing what i have to do.. shet this is so me... damn it! hahahahah! stupidly this is me, this is what i'm doing... and no, i'm totally aware of this... and i hate myself for being this gullible.. this foolishly stupid.

the stronger i am to tackle the challenges of my life and for my family, the stupidly i became with love, especially to a particular person who's busy with his own life...

hayy... this only mean one time, God's making me feel this way for me to stay my feet on the ground.. and i'm sure, i'll eventually overcome everything... of course, i have to eh! hehehe!

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