Wednesday, June 29, 2005

my good friend Bernard

Bernard was my classmate in college. we're both original classmates of our Industrial Engineering, minor in Mechanical Engineering block ED, ID 94.

he's someone very fun to be with. he's very masipag! as in! because of him, i was also encouraged to study... pano ba nman, ayain ba nman kami lahat sa Lib to study noh! tapos babalik lng ng tambayan to eat dinner, before going to our room to take our exam, which was frequently during night time. then, after the exam, Bernard would hitch a ride from us, (Joy Galian, Christine Tieng and me!). i still memorize his home landline number. hehehe.. kasi ang tagal nyan magkaroon ng landline e! kaya nung nagkaroon sya, i just never forgotten his number. hahahha!

we met once again here in Graduate School of Business. he's still the panicking, workaholic guy that i met in college! hahaha! pero now, super workaholic tong taong to! kaiba na nga e.. kasi ako na napapagod for him. i mean, after school, can you imagine going back to office pa and stay up to midnight to finish his day work? kaiba dba...

but then, i do miss this guy. i miss making fun of him.. making him laugh and smile.. hahaha!

i'm chatting with him right now... and since i already left him in our Post grad studies, i just felt the bond with him and i would like to help him in every way i can.. because... well, ayun lng, i just want to help him e! hahahahaa

honestly, because in our College days, he also helped me a lot... although ako yung nagcocorrect ng paper nya nun, kasi nakikita ko mali yung sagot nya! hahahahaha!

well, what can i say... taga Eng nga talga ako! :)

now that he's about to start his life na talga! finally noh!! coinciding with me starting my new career life na... ok tayo ah! hehehehe!

Bernard, whatever you decided to do with your career or start your real life na now, i'm here for you.. i hope that deep in your heart, you know that.. hehehe

another shot of Vladimir.. shempre he was looking at me. i love this dog too!  Posted by Hello

this is my new dog, Vladimir :) cute nya noh! hehe Posted by Hello

me? an employee..? can you imagine that? haha!

yesterday, when i was in Rockwell for the Mango sale, i heard my p800 cell phone ringing, hmm.. landline number, i answered. it was a call from a company that i applied with.

well, the voice was very low-key, but i heard her saying that she'll call my Sun cellular line. i said, ok.

because of my rush, i forgot that i was holding 2 blouses that i chose for my mom and my sister in Mango. the theft detector rang as i was going out to wait for the call in my Sun cel line. hehehe. i said sorry to the guard, well, i'm positive he understand.

anyway, the call was from Liwayway Marketing. i stupidly heard the girl saying that she's from "KYY Marketing", i was wondering at that time how the hell did KYY knows my number, when in fact i never applied for the company. when she said that i have an interview tomorrow at 8am, i said ok. she gave me the address. the word Tolentino Street was familiar to me, then i said, wait, is this Oishi? she said yes. hahaha.. ayun.. super engot ko! :)

i went to Liwayway this morning. exactly at 7:59am, i went to the counter and said that i was called in for interview. the girl gave me a stapled paper for me to fill up. it turns out that that papers were like 6 pages of all about me, etc etc. situations, what to do.. something something to be fill up. it took me like 1.5hours to finish that stapled paper. after submitting to the girl, i was ask to wait in this conference room for my interviewee.

i won't go into details.. for one, my future employer or company may be reading this. hahaha! but i was very glad that i get to know my employment status the same day. i mean, it's really not good to make people wait. like for me, i hate waiting pa naman. hahaha! but then, at least knowing the final decision of the employment status gives job hunters a reason to stop hoping and try their luck to other companies, di ba?

so starting monday, i'll be starting my first day as an employee. a new girl on the block of corporate world. i'm asking myself right now, am i really really ready for this? and if ever, my gambling to work for this company will really pay off for me and my family in the future? my mind's full of questions. but one thing i know, i want this so bad that i know that i will have to do good and starting to prove myself.

or else, what's the use of my MBA, my being president of the class mean, di ba? hahaha!

i'll be spending my last few carefree days doing my family's errands, and shopping for corporate clothes for myself. i just hope that i will enjoy this job as what i envisioned myself to be.

and yes, i'm itching to start working na. hahahaha! :)

Sunday, June 26, 2005

tired

i haven't really really rested since the time i came back here from Palawan.
to think that i really don't have any subjects this term, only defending my paper, yet, i still haven't quite settle down here yet.

i still haven't transfer my dog here at where i live. i still haven't pay my tuition fee..

and it's been awhile since i last went out on a date!

my golly! hahahaha!

i would like a week of resting in a hotel, as long as the aircondition is blasting with cold air. with buffet breakfast.. maybe a little shopping, and beach in the side..

i like to spend a day in a spa..

anybody would like to accompany me? hehe :)

Saturday, June 18, 2005

i have colds! damn colds!

it seems like i'm crying for the whole day! because i have colds! it's so hard to drive, to go out normally, and pretend that everything is ok.. hehehehe..

i miss someone today... someone that i haven't talked to for quite awhile.. but i have my pride to think about.. i mean, pride not to call or text that someone.. hahahaha!

obvious that i don't have anything to say for now.. i'm just plain tired.. that's all. :)

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

i'm raving these following songs..

HALE - Broken Sonnet

And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And in this next line
I'll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do
'cause tonight i'll leave my fears behind
'cause tonight i'll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
It's the same, it's the same
And in this next line
I'll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do
'cause tonight i'll leave my fears behind
'cause tonight i'll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

I'll leave my fears behind
'cause tonight i'll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe i'm just not the one for you.



HALE - The day you said goodnight

Take me as you are,
Push me off the roadthe sadness,
I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun;
I'm burning in the rain
The silence;
I'm screaming,
Calling out your name.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face
That i see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all
Right.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me
She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight



If these lyrics are not meaningful, i don't know what they are na.. hahahah!

my mind is blank

wah.. i don't have to say anything right now... i don't have anything specific on my mind also.. just plain bored.. in the crossroad of this journey called life... should i go to the left, to continue my search for meaning in a foreign land... or go to the right, stay here and start my climb up to the corporate world? hayyy... tricky tricky...

but then, all i want to do is have some time to relax and sleep, and watch tv in an air conditioned room, hoping to spend my time not thinking about anything.. gusto ko blank na muna... can my life be that simple just for a day or two? without any complications, without any dilemma, without any worries.

i'll know then that i can finally start tackling my days ahead.. hmmm.. what's the point of relaxing anyway..? hahahaha